they belong to me

idlan <33

si bontot kecik ;p

tinggi mcm qaha , bestfriend azwan+qaha ,

i love you sweetheart <33>

he is my friend , bestfriend , classmate , batchmate , my love (:

PANGLIMA !!

love to do cute faces ;p

i heart you darl ;D

nur faheza(:

si tangan mantap ;p HAHA

<33>

supportive girl , lembut , understanding buddy ,

** even kte slalu gado , but trust me , u are my BESTFRIEND (:

2 years classmate , BESTFRIEND ,

PAHLAWAN IS HOT TO GO !! :DD

bahas , koir , netball ..

ANAK CIKGU SURAYA !! ;p

mirza (:

batch UTARI *hahaha

tinggi , specky , ' kerek ' HEHE

pndai , tp mls !! tu lah kau mirza ooii ..

gila lah gak mamat ni ;p

syaza (:

budak yang tinggi + putih + cun la weh !! * pewwiitt

bnyk bnde yg terjd dkat dye terjadi kat aku ,

SOO , we are same dude (:

love to here my probs n help me to solve it ..

hey syaza , I MISS U LIKE HEAVEN SAYANG !!!

ex pahlawan , ex smssians , ex budak budi , ex classmate ,

BUT !! my bestfren forever n ever <3

nana (:

makan x kenyang-kenyang HAHA

<33>

slalu offer food untuk aku , HEHE thanx dear .

sgtsgtsgtsgt lembut , mkn mcm kerabat diraje !

HEY DEKA ! HEY DEKA !

whoaa , brg sume branded bhhai ..

always support me (:

baizura (:

si mantap !! HAHA

budak pandai niii (:

bibir yang sgt la sexy *pewiiittt ;D

<33>

PERWIRA !!

supportive girl , humble person , kind-hearted lady HEHE

hazwany (:

si pinggang ramping , slimmmm (:

<33>

2 years classmate

<3>

sprinter bhai !!

LAWA NUMBER ONE , SAY LAWA NUMBER ONE (:

good in maths , independent girl , seorang yang lembut ;p

adida zuhdi (:

budak yang cakap laju mcm kilat ! huh !

sush nk fhm la budak !

understanding friend , talkative girl.

my classmate (:

GO PANGLIMA!!

dorm c.1.5 HAHA !

kamal (:

HAHAH! gila ouh budak nie ..

always cheer me up bile ak tgah sdeh ,

duduk dpn aku tyme kh .

<33>

my batchmate , my bestie ,

HEY DEKA !!

kind-hearted boy , supportive man .

fathiyah (:

dearie , i miss you sayang .

my primary buddy , my bestfriend

omg , such a silent type of person , BUT a lil bit crazy girl ,

not a show off type of person , alim (: , pandai of course.

always there when i need her most , sangat lah penyabar bdak nie .

nabila (:

on nabila , i love you beb (:

<33>

5 years schoolmate , 3 years classmate , 5 years besties n forever will be <3

otak gilaa genius ..!! xske ah kau ;p

humble girl , supportive friend , lovely person

and YES she love me as lot as i do ((:

qahhar (:

si tinggi lampai ,

<33>

kadang gila , kadang pendiam ,

really good in maths ( otak ape seyh kau??)

my batchmate , my besties,

loyal boy , petient guy , supportive friends (:

PANGLIMA !!

azwan (:

ONANI ! hahah!

gila la kau juan ,

<33>

PANGLIMA IS HOT TO GO!!!

my batchmate , my besties.

a positve thinker , supportive buddy , loyal person , patient boy,

sacrifices anything for sumone happiness.

teman yang kukasih

engkaulah , temanku ...

tempat ku mengadu ,

tika tawa pilu ,

tetap bersamaku ,

teman yang kukasih ,

akan ku abadi ,

hingga akhir nanti ,

kan tetap abadi ,

ku pinta oh tuhan ,

agar berpanjangan ,

sebuah persahabatan ,

penuh keikhlasan .

* to all my friends , iloveyou guys soo much (:

please know that ..

penat sangat hidup

life sucks !!

itu realiti kan people ??

jgn hipokrit .. ckp je YES !

sbb bnde tu mmg btul ..

hidup x seindah ape yg kte sgke .. tp x sepahit yg kte rse ...

mmg betul ..kdg2 hidup nie ..

bestttt sgt ! hapyyy je sentiase ..

tp kdg2 hidup nie ..!! fuh ! cam ape je ..

but , sbgai manusia .. kte kne face the facts dgn kuat .. kan ??

walau ape pun jd ..

remember .. life must go on ..

x kesah lah pahit mne .. just be strong dear (:

tp ak syukur sgt coz i have a greatgreat friends ..

thanx babe ;D

huh ! what more can i tell u guts ??

i hate my life ! put a fullstop on it.

but for you guys .. live with full of joy , happiness .. not sadness ..

ok ??

things u have to know bout girls .. HEHE

1. once we send you a message, we expect you to reply or else we'll be angry at you.

2. we are very sensitive species. so, handle with care.

3. mind your words. think before speak.

4. sometimes, it's hard for you to understand whats inside our mind. but it's plenty simple actually.

5. our mood can change easily.

6. tell us we're beautiful.

7. we like it when boys call us names like 'baby', 'sweetheart', 'honey'.

8. we love it when our bf says that he already has a girfriend to the ladies.

9. a kiss on the cheek is a definite yes.

10.we feel comfortable & not afraid when you hug us.

11.hugs mean more sometimes.

12.we like it when you said something nice to us.

13.if you love us, proof it.

14.if you care about us, then tell us.

15.if you care about us, show us.

16.look us in the eye & smile.

17.hang out with us on weekends.

18.if you're listening to music, let us listen it too. or sing it to us, it'll be more beautiful.

19.give us what we want.

20.we like it when you call us just to wish good night.

21.we mind about our ex-bf having another gf. it's not because we still has feeling for him, we just care.

22.we love when you cuddle with us.

23.hug us from behind.

24.we want you to put your arms around us at the movies.

25.let us fall asleep in your arms.

26.when we say we are cold, that's an invitation to come closer.

27.don't hug our friends or your friends that are girls, because we'll feel left out.

28.we don't care if you are the strongest person in the world. as long as you love us.

29.make us laugh.

30.pick us up. we love it.

31.don't go hang out wif your ex or someone else when we're not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts.

32.we don't always look our best, so get over it.

33.we shouldn't have to plan everything. it will be more meaningful if we do it by heart.

34.we're always ready to talk, so call us.

35.treat us the same around your friends as you do when we're alone.

36.introduce us to your friends as your girlfriend.

37.write us notes or call us just to say 'hi'.

38.we can tell when you're not listening. so listen up.

39.we need your advice sometimes so don't be afraid to give it to us.

40.we're not perfect. so deal with it.

41.we get upset if another guy touches us & we don't like it.

42.we're not always girly girls.

43.we love surprises.

44.the little things you do mean the most.

45.we can like boys stuff too. football ;D

46.cursing n fighting don't impress us.

47.don't be mean to us to get our attention.

48.don't tell us who is hot because we don't care.

49.if you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over & hug and kiss us. let us know we're yours & they aren't.

50. protect us against everything.

51. love us like we love you. we are serious if we love a guy. so don't break our heart because hell has no fury when a woman gone mad. ;D

sweet kan ?? HUHU

i miss him

he is the cheese for my pizza (:

really damn missing this boy ..

too much things i shared with him ..

happy , sedeh , geram , sume dye taw ..

dun know what will i do without him ..

miss to spend time with him like before , talk to him smapi pagi2 buta ..

miss his laugh , everything bout him ..

sleepover at nabila's house (:

haish nab ... mmg satu pengalamn yg menggerunkan tol kan ??
haha , tapi sweet .. ak x kan lpe kan .. hehe

lepak dgan umi kat pdang .. nek moto ngan kau ( even ak x reti bwak moto kan ..) hehe
klaka kan ?? cter psl skola rendah sume .. haiiii .. ape khabar la kwan2 kte kat lua tu kan nab , umi ??

bnyak sgt sweet memories kte sume waktu drjh 6 ..

• anta relief .. haha cikgu zulina !! x bleh bla .. kte gak yg kne mara .. siot tol (:
• g tndas setip kali smpai skola ..tiap2 pagi !
• gelak gle barai tyme exam akhir .. umi ah ! gatal ! usha orang tak ... haha x nak ckp ..
• jamuan akhir tahun ...
• geng kte mmg ske merayau kan weyh ??

hehe , sume cam bodo2 ayam lg .. hehe comel2 je dulu ...

skang nie ?? sume da bsar ... da malu2 ..da sgan2.. haha

cme yg x reti malu ak rse kte bertige ah nab ( amira , nabila , umi )

wakaka ...

hope this memories sume orang x lpe kan ..

hehe

gtg ! lov u guys (:

DAD and SON (:

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bed sheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation.

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by...Christmas carols and frantic shoppers....but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.

My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say.....

I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart....

Dear Mummy,

I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?

After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

sedih rite story nie ):

poor little boy ... dun worry ur mummy will always watching u 'up there'

just don't forget her k ?